What will I do with this contraction, oh my God, what am I gonna do?
And today I was walking down the aisle, do not know why I was walking down the aisle, and I thought, "I'm getting used to this contracture" as if that was good, like it was good to get used.
I Contracted since 9 September. It did not start there, started earlier, but on September 9 contracture was so great that I vomited. I threw everything I had eaten.
Since I got sick did not stop. Life suddenly is making me quite painful. Before I had a lot to be desired. Now is not that I want. More money out there, in order to move. I would like go on vacation a while, put your feet in the water. yes I would like. Do out there in January, yes, why not. Going to the beach, Villa Gesell, as before. Although I suppose it's different. Neither good nor bad, just different. Because now I have no Villa Gesell 20 years and is full of people aged 18 to 20 years. Perhaps all that jive I do not feel young. But do not blame my 25 years. Actually, I like to make the time go, do not blame all the time. I like to grow, and know that little by little, at some point, I'll get older. And I'll be wrinkled and soft, and do what I can, like everyone else.
Now that I think, that would be wrinkled and soft, that is what I want to be. But if I'm well, I will go gradually hardening, from the outside in, and some day like everyone else, without my being aware, my heart contractions, and I doubled over, like a wounded and full of muscle blood. And that day I will think on this day, and this September, where my head hurt like never in the damn back, and I say, "I should have done something then, and not used to this hardness, this pain muscle. " Much
I begin to appear as unknowns along time passes, as the subject of back pain, is it that all people adult and older, has pain and get used? I previously had no such tremendous pain. Muscle pain now makes me a headache, I can not do anything, I can not think or read or write when I'm well. It's like being constantly ill.
It occurs to me that I have since I received it, but then what do you do? "Start another career? It is not a solution. Do you offer new targets? Live propose some goals and I enjoy meeting them enough, the truth is that I have a nice career. What do I do? Around what I contracture is time to pass, and I'm about to turn 26, but when I think, no, I do not think so. I say, time passes and it is inevitable.
do not know why do I have this discomfort. But it is the first time it happens so, so strong, so I want to rescue, because it is something that had not happened to me and now I've got. I would like to relax, meditate, do not eat for a few days, do something, a spiritual retreat, which I clean everything. Worse not sure how to do or where to turn. I have a tremendous need for rest, to 100%.
Yes, I think I need a vacation. That's what I'm needing.
And today I was walking down the aisle, do not know why I was walking down the aisle, and I thought, "I'm getting used to this contracture" as if that was good, like it was good to get used.
I Contracted since 9 September. It did not start there, started earlier, but on September 9 contracture was so great that I vomited. I threw everything I had eaten.
Since I got sick did not stop. Life suddenly is making me quite painful. Before I had a lot to be desired. Now is not that I want. More money out there, in order to move. I would like go on vacation a while, put your feet in the water. yes I would like. Do out there in January, yes, why not. Going to the beach, Villa Gesell, as before. Although I suppose it's different. Neither good nor bad, just different. Because now I have no Villa Gesell 20 years and is full of people aged 18 to 20 years. Perhaps all that jive I do not feel young. But do not blame my 25 years. Actually, I like to make the time go, do not blame all the time. I like to grow, and know that little by little, at some point, I'll get older. And I'll be wrinkled and soft, and do what I can, like everyone else.
Now that I think, that would be wrinkled and soft, that is what I want to be. But if I'm well, I will go gradually hardening, from the outside in, and some day like everyone else, without my being aware, my heart contractions, and I doubled over, like a wounded and full of muscle blood. And that day I will think on this day, and this September, where my head hurt like never in the damn back, and I say, "I should have done something then, and not used to this hardness, this pain muscle. " Much
I begin to appear as unknowns along time passes, as the subject of back pain, is it that all people adult and older, has pain and get used? I previously had no such tremendous pain. Muscle pain now makes me a headache, I can not do anything, I can not think or read or write when I'm well. It's like being constantly ill.
It occurs to me that I have since I received it, but then what do you do? "Start another career? It is not a solution. Do you offer new targets? Live propose some goals and I enjoy meeting them enough, the truth is that I have a nice career. What do I do? Around what I contracture is time to pass, and I'm about to turn 26, but when I think, no, I do not think so. I say, time passes and it is inevitable.
do not know why do I have this discomfort. But it is the first time it happens so, so strong, so I want to rescue, because it is something that had not happened to me and now I've got. I would like to relax, meditate, do not eat for a few days, do something, a spiritual retreat, which I clean everything. Worse not sure how to do or where to turn. I have a tremendous need for rest, to 100%.
Yes, I think I need a vacation. That's what I'm needing.
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