not too late ... ... ... .
for a good night
Christmas is a time of love or friendship, the soul that saw the land of peace white.
Soledad asked If traveling, find a place in the world where everyone would smile at her, scream or just applaud the mention of his name, once believed that was possible, once happy sigh under a Christmas tree, eating chocolates, sticks, turkey and an endless array of foods that made her sigh, ended with an upset stomach but it did not matter because his mother spent all day in the kitchen preparing your favorite dishes.
His father and brothers were gone, his mother stopped breathing long, sweet street light that warms the hearts of others.
One night, when high, the sky was lit with a myriad of colors and drew his attention, he saw the faces of their families illuminate creating an effect of light in his eyes for a moment thought that they were still alive, for a moment recalled the warmth, the smell of their bodies always reassured and comforted his soul life at all times.
Bodies lay scattered around the place, the red blood of their loved ones bathed the streets, their dreams were scattered all over the place and his soul went straight to hell.
still remember the cry of a torn soul, the soul of a girl who lost her family because believe a man unconscious and show your friends "that he could" drive, but it turned out that night he could manage, direct to your family car.
That night a creature without a soul reborn, though some wonder where they come from the vampirians, whence come these monsters with fangs who need blood as a tribute to the strength of their bodies provide them, thanks to Lucifer mandate.
Soledad know the answer and many people lost their soul night, losing everything they loved.
now lost in the darkness, he wondered Why?
Tears do not fall from their eyes as the pain eats away the body, when he feels that the veins are going to explode, when your body is crying out for food.
But how could it hurt someone else, flush with the blood of an innocent person like? is true that he had no soul, that this was buried in the depths of hell, but remembered his family, the family that a murderer left lying in the street and blood scattered on the site. I hated the damn, I hated to remember again and again the blood stains, blood stains the same hands that wanted to do, his mind screamed night after night for a sip of blood, and loneliness while still trapped in the chains that she placed in his hands, legs and neck, images filled his mind, it will not rest until it again almost insane, crying alone at night by a little love, shouting for the family that lost blood screamed, shouted to the sky asking for the injustice, Lucifer screamed for mercy, screamed for an end to his life and for 50 years no one heard their claims, not once Lucifer appeared, no matter how many times begging or curse, as often mocked his stupid person he never appeared.
By the same every year to hear the murmur of the festivities, listening to music, the laughter, the date he lost everything.
imagine families are below the recent Christmas tree, children eager for his gifts, grandparents telling fables so characteristic of the time. Received hugs and love shown to each other.
Recalling again and again, showing that she never would again.
His mind rejoiced in her agony, her stomach reminded him that he could pierce his jugular easily and complete their happiness, happiness that kept her awake night after night until consumed or someone ended his life, she had no idea of \u200b\u200bhow to die, I try every little trick in the earth, bullets and felt the electricity flowing through your body and not damaged, ingested every poison known, every myth about vampires performed on his body, even the beheading achievement function.
And now beneath the caves he discovered while searching for escape, with the chains holding her bruised hands, you could see the bone, but no matter, I stop caring so many years ago his voice was no longer herself, her hands had changed, her hair is so long q dragged on the floor, but it had significance, asked each deity known only to realize that never mind. If you could look in a mirror he knew that his appearance was crap, but hey it was not like a lifetime.
Not even when a few days ago, after 50 years of praying to God that her mother spoke of her mother recounted wonders, amazing stories to go to sleep, how his love is towards all, how to care for their children, how I think the wonderful landscapes that are on earth.
And now with his heart in his hand that God asked him to say hello to his mother, his father and his brothers, who kissed her cheeks as she remembered it, that hug and tell them how much you love an animal on earth, because she could not be cataloged human, when his soul did not occupy a place in your body . He apologized for his nature, could not even raise his eyes to heaven, he was outraged to see the God of her mother, she felt unworthy of anything around him, the rock was more valuable than the same creature.
He asked to look after them, he imagined his mother's face smiling in the dark, the embrace of his father to his body, words of affection for his brothers, imagine sitting in your chair your favorite dish and your family gathered around him, celebrating the Christmas magic, her eyes dry tears shed at the first beautiful images that your mind created.
hear The voice that paralyzed his body, the picture that emerged from the darkness let your mind empty.
A man of no more than his father with wings on his back and a smile on his face, was what his eyes looked after get used to the self-imposed darkness.
Fear not, your heart to apologize when his soul is in darkness deserves to be heard with attention by the angels in heaven and our God. "The words were repeated in his mind like an echo.
A soft laugh was heard from the mouth of the girl, her mind had finally managed to leave her crazy, like this angel could see the eyes and not feel disgust, not to feel dissatisfaction with a creature like her damn his mind, and damn your eyes for humoring.
approached the angel touched his bony cheek and smiled, some people are anxious to see, his mind could not register any more because, for the first time in his life was fainting.
Chapter 2
The laughter, applause and hear his name brought her back after this slight episode.
slowly opened his eyes expecting to see the rocky walls of his cave, but what he saw made him bow his eyes, so many people around her and smiling in front of these people were his family behind them in the center of the room were two men and a light, the older man was at the center, the second man was about 33 years to the right and left light, could not see because he was outraged at that location .
never crossed his mind back to see his family, jumped out of bed and fell as much as he could until he hit the wall with his eyes downcast, tears fell down his face, took refuge in the corner crying the cruelty of his mind, crying because his mind or his family could see the eyes or other person in the room, or in his mind could embrace his mother or his father look or talk to his brothers, felt like a slag in the crowd.
your mind Cry mercy, shouting at his family who loved them, shouting to the world an opportunity to have the strength to look up, but this did not yield
family arms felt around but could not look up, the heat that his body felt, how his heart was filled with love.
love? .- A feeling that does not remember much.
His mother heard him speak to his father kept repeating words of love from her mother and hear the cries of her brothers around her body ached with pain content.
try to get away, taking refuge in each other, away from her but never once let her go or words were gone.
He apologized to his family, whether submitted to them for being an animal and lose your soul they once created it.
not your mind that makes you live this moment were your years of sacrifice that today we have in this place with your family, you are scum, let alone an animal without a soul, you're a beautiful being human even in his darkest moments he preferred to feel pain, despair and suffering for so many years, so that your hands did not shed innocent blood. You wonder why your soul is here, the fallen can not take what I have been given, your mother at the time of your birth give your life and your soul to me, years later when you were just a baby, maybe your mind does not remember those years of early youth, but you confirm what your mother once said. Give your life and your soul to me.
She looks coals and not what you feel, do not be afraid to see someone, because your daughter, you are worthy of admiration and respect, love and affection, honesty and fraternity, not as dirty your name or your hands, just your dirty mind your heart and made you feel unworthy
His eyes still on the ground, his body temple at his words her face looked up and felt peace to see his eyes, the man in the middle you smile, the whole room looked at her with love, was in the arms of his family, saw every one in the eye and after such a long time to feel alive again, I felt as his body felt mankind once again felt el.se with a loved one.
End
When you think no one sees or thinks of you, remember that once made you smile.
Many times, most of which could have distorted our thinking mind, our fears of one thousand times. Pain makes cowards of us everyday, it weakens our forces but remember the Lord that he'll never forget.
Holidays are joyful or bitter depending only on the eye of the beholder.
Never be afraid to look up, because your eyes takes me to your soul.
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